CHAPTER 2
The
nine black wagons of the Midnight Carnival seemed smaller by daylight and
not menacing at all, but flimsy and fragile as dead leaves. Their draperies
were gone, and they were now adorned with sad black banners cut from blankets,
and stubby black ribbons that twitched in the breeze. They were arranged
strangely in a scrubby field, a pentacle of cages enclosing a triangle, and
Mommy Fortuna's wagon lumping in the center. This cage alone retained its
black veil, concealing whatever it contained. Mommy Fortuna was nowhere to
be seen.
The man named Rukh was leading a straggling crowd of country
folk slowly from one cage to the next, commenting somberly on the beasts
within. "This here's the manticore. Man's head, lion's body, tail of a scorpion.
Captured at midnight, eating werewolves to sweeten its breath. Creatures
of night, brought to light! Here's the dragon. Breathes fire now and then-usually
at people who poke it, little boy. Its inside is an inferno, but its skin
is so cold it burns. The dragon speaks seventeen languages badly, and is
subject to gout. The satyr. Ladies keep back. A real troublemaker. Captured
under curious circumstances revealed to gentlemen only, for a token fee after
the show. Creatures of night." Standing by the unicorn's cage, which was
one of the inner three, the tall magician watched the procession proceeding
around the pentacle. "I shouldn't be here," he said to the unicorn. "The
old woman warned me to stay away from you." He chuckled pleasantly. "She
has mocked me from the day I joined her, but I have made her nervous all
that time."'
The unicorn hardly heard him. She turned and turned in her prison, her body
shrinking from the touch of the iron bars all around her. No creature of
man's night loves cold iron, and while the unicorn could endure its presence,
the murderous smell of it seemed to turn her bones to sand and her blood
to rain. The bars of her cage must have had some son of spell on them, for
they never stopped whispering evilly to one another in clawed, pattering
voices. The heavy lock giggled and whined like a mad monkey.
'Tell me what you see," said the magician, as Mommy Fortuna had said it to
him. "Look at your fellow legends and tell me what you see."
Rukh's iron voice came clanging through the wan afternoon. "Gatekeeper of
the underworld. Three heads and a healthy coat of vipers, as you can see.
Last seen aboveground in the time of Hercules, who dragged him up under one
arm. But we lured him to light again with promises of a better life. Cerberus,
look at those six cheated red eyes. You may look into them again one day.
This way to the Midgard Serpent This way."
The unicorn stared through the bars at the animal in the cage. Her eyes were
wide with disbelief. "It's only a dog," she whispered. "It's a hungry, unhappy
dog with only one head and hardly any coat at all, the poor thing. How could
they ever take it for Cerberus? Are they all blind?"
"Look again," the magician said.
"And the satyr," the unicorn continued. "The satyr is an ape, an old ape
with a twisted foot. The dragon is a crocodile, much more likely to breathe
fish than fire. And the great manticore is a lion--a perfectly good lion,
but no more monstrous than the others. I don't understand."
"It's got the whole world in its coils," Rukh was droning. And once more the magician said, "Look again."'
Then, as though her eyes were getting used to darkness, the unicorn began
to perceive a second figure in each cage. They loomed hugely over the captives
or the Midnight Carnival, and yet they were joined to them, stormy dreams
sprung from a grain of truth. So there was a manticore--famine-eyed, slobber-mouthed,
roaring, curving his deadly tail over his back until the poison spine lolled
and nodded just above his ear--and there was a lion too, tiny and absurd
by comparison. Yet they were the same creature. The unicorn stamped in wonder.
It was so in all the other cages. The shadow-dragon opened his mouth and
hissed harmless fire to make the gapers gasp and cringe, while Hell's snake-furred
watchdog howled triple dooms and devastations down on his betrayers, and
the satyr limped leering to the bars and beckoned young girls to impossible
delights, right there in public. As for the crocodile, the ape, and the sad
dog, they faded steadily before the marvelous phantoms until they were only
shadows themselves, even to the unicorn's undeceived eyes. "This is a strange
sorcery," she said softly. "There's more meaning than magic to this."
The magician laughed with pleasure and great relief. "'Well said, well said
indeed. I knew the old horror wouldn't dazzle you with her two penny spells."
His voice grew hard and secret. "She's made her third mistake now," he said,
"and that's at least two too many for a tired old trickster like herself.
The time draws near."
'The time draws near," Rukh was telling the crowd, as though he had overheard
the magician. "Ragnarok. On that day, when the gods rail, the Serpent or
the Midgard will spit a storm or venom at great Thor himself, till he tumbles
over like a poisoned fly. And so he waits for Judgment Day, and dreams about
the part he'll play. It may be so--I couldn't say Creatures or night, brought
to light."
The cage was filled with snake. There was no head to it, and no tail-nothing
but a wave of tarnished darkness rolling from one end of the cage to the
other, leaving no room for anything but its own thunderous breathing. Only
the unicorn saw, coiled in a corner, a baleful boa; brooding, perhaps, over
its own Judgment on the Midnight Carnival. But it was tiny and dim as the
ghost of a worm in the Serpent's shadow.
A wondering gawk stuck up his hand and demanded of Rukh, "If this big snake
do be coiled around the world, as you say, how come you to be having a piece
of it in your wagon? And if it can shatter the sea just by stretching of
itself, what's to keep it from crawling off wearing your whole show like
a necklace?" There were murmurs of agreement, and some of the murmurers began
to back warily away.
"I'm glad you asked me that, friend," Rukh said with a scowl. "It just so
happens that the Midgard Serpent exists in like another space from ours,
another dimension. Normally, therefore, he's invisible, but dragged into
our world--as Thor hooked him once--he shows clear as lightning, which also
visits us from somewhere else, where it might look quite different. And naturally
he might turn nasty if he knew that a bit of his tummy slack was on view
daily and Sundays in Mommy Fortuna's Midnight Carnival. But he don't know.
He's got other things to think about than what becomes of his belly button,
and we take our chances--as do you all--on his continued tranquility." He
rolled and stretched the last word like dough, and his hearers laughed carefully.
"Spells of seeming," the unicorn said. "She cannot make things"
"Nor truly change them," added the magician. "Her shabby skill lies in disguise.
And even that knack would be beyond her if it weren't for the eagerness of
those gulls, those marks, to believe whatever comes easiest. She can't turn
cream into butter, but she can give a lion the semblance of a manticore to
eyes that want to see a manticore there--eyes that would take a real manticore
for a lion, a dragon for a lizard and the Midgard Serpent for an earthquake.
And a unicorn for a white mare."
The unicorn halted in her slow, desperate round of the cage, realizing for
the first time that the magician understood her speech. He smiled, and she
saw that his face was frighteningly young for a grown man--untraveled by
time, unvisited by grief or wisdom. "I know you," he said.
The bars whispered wickedly between them. Rukh was leading the crowd to the
inner cages now. The unicorn asked the tall man, "Who are you?"
"'I am called Schmendrick the Magician," he answered. "You won't have heard of me."
The Unicorn came very near to explaining that it was hardly for her to have
heard of one wizard or another, but something sad and valiant in his voice
kept her from it. The magician said, "'I entertain the sightseers as they
gather for the show. Miniature magic, sleight of hand--flowers to flags and
flags to fish, all accompanied by persuasive patter and a suggestion that
I could work more ominous wonders if I chose. It's not much of a job, but
I've had worse, and I'll have better one day. This is not the end."
But the sound of his voice made the unicorn feel as though she were trapped
forever, and once more she began pacing her cage, moving to keep her heart
from bursting with the terror of being closed in. Rukh was standing before
a cage that contained nothing but a small brown spider weaving a modest web
across the bars. "Arachne of Lydia," he told the crowd. "Guaranteed the greatest
weaver in the world--her fate's the proof of it. She had the bad luck to
defeat the goddess Athena in a weaving contest. Athena was a sore loser,
and Arachne is now a spider, creating only for Mommy Fortuna's Midnight Carnival,
by special arrangement. Warp of snow and woof of flame, and never any two
the same. Arachne."
Strung on the loom of iron bars, the web was very simple and almost colorless,
except for an occasional rainbow shiver when the spider scuttled out on it
to put a thread right. But it drew the onlookers' eyes--and the unicorn's
eyes as well--back and forth and steadily deeper, until they seemed to be
looking down into great rifts in the world, black fissures that widened remorselessly
and yet would not rail into pieces as long as Arachne's web held the world
together. The unicorn shook herself free with a sigh, and saw the real web
again. It was very simple, and almost colorless.
"It isn't like the others," she said.
"No," Schmendrick agreed grudgingly. "But there's no credit due to Mommy
Fortuna for that. You see, the spider believes. She sees those cat's-cradles
herself and thinks them her own work. Belief makes all the difference to
magic like Mommy Fortuna's. Why, if that troop of witlings withdrew their
wonder, there'd be nothing left of all her witchery but the sound or a spider
weeping. And no one would hear it."
The unicorn did not want to look into the web again. She glanced at the cage
closest to her own, and suddenly felt the breath in her body turning to cold
iron. There sat on an oaken perch a creature with the body or a great bronze
bird and a hag's race, clenched and deadly as the talons with which she gripped
the wood. She had the shaggy round ears of a bear; but down her scaly shoulders,
mingling with the bright knives or her plumage, there fell hair the color
or moonlight, thick and youthful around the hating human face. She glittered,
but to look at her was to reel the light going out of the sky. Catching sight
of the unicorn, she made a queer sound like a hiss and a chuckle together.
The unicorn said quietly, "This one is real. This is the harpy Celaeno."
Schmendrick's face had gone the color of oatmeal. "The old woman caught her
by chance," he whispered, "asleep, as she took you. But it was an ill fortune,
and they both know it Mommy Fortuna's craft is just sure enough to hold the
monster, but its mere presence is wearing all her spells so thin that in
a little time she won't have power enough left to fry an egg. She should
never have done it, never meddled with a real harpy, a real unicorn. The
truth melts her magic, always, but she cannot keep from trying to make it
serve her. But this time-"
"Sister of the rainbow, believe it or not," they heard Rukh braying to the
awed onlookers. "Her name means 'the Dark One,' the one whose wings blacken
the sky before a storm. She and her two sweet sisters nearly starved the
king Phineus to death by snatching and befouling his food before he could
eat it. But the sons of the North Wind made them quit that, didn't they,
my beauty?" The harpy made no sound, and Rukh grinned like a cage himself.
"She put up a fiercer fight than all the others put together," he went on.
"It was like trying to bind all hell with a hair, but Mommy Fortuna's powers
are great enough even for that. Creatures of night, brought to light. Polly
want a cracker?"' Few in the crowd laughed. The harpy's talons tightened
on her perch until the wood cried out.
"You'll need to be free when she frees herself," the magician said. "She mustn't catch you caged."
"I dare not touch the iron," the unicorn replied. "My horn could open the
lock, but I cannot reach it. I cannot get out." She was trembling with horror
of the harpy, but her voice was quite calm.
Schmendrick the Magician drew himself up several inches taller than the unicorn
would have thought possible. "Fear nothing," he began grandly. "For all my
air of mystery, I have a feeling heart." But he was interrupted by the approach
of Rukh and his followers, grown quieter than the grubby gang who had giggled
at the manticore. The magician fled, calling back softly, "Don't be afraid,
Schmendrick is with you. Do nothing till you hear from me!" His voice drifted
to the unicorn, so faint and lonely that she was not sure whether she actually
heard it or only felt it brush against her.
It was growing dark. The crowd stood in front of her cage, peering in at
her with a strange shyness. Rukh said, "The unicorn," and stepped aside.
She heard hearts bounce, tears brewing, and breath going backward, but nobody
said a word. By the sorrow and loss and sweetness in their faces she knew
that they recognized her, and she accepted their hunger as her homage. She
thought of the hunters great-grandmother, and wondered what it must be like
to grow old, and to cry.
"Most shows," said Rukh after a time, "would end here, for what could they
possibly present after a genuine unicorn? But Mommy Fortuna's Midnight Carnival
holds one more mystery yet--a demon more destructive than the dragon, more
monstrous than the manticore, more hideous than the harpy, and certainly
more universal than the unicorn." He waved his hand toward the last wagon
and the black hangings began to wriggle open, though there was no one pulling
them. "Behold her," Rukh cried. "Behold the last, the Very End! Behold Elli."
Inside the cage, it was darker than the evening, and cold stirred behind
the bars like a live thing. Something moved in the cold, and the unicorn
saw Elli--an old, bony, ragged woman who crouched in the cage rocking and
warming herself before a fire that was not there .She looked so frail that
the weight of the darkness should have crushed her, and so helpless and alone
that the watchers should have rushed forward in pity to free her. Instead,
they began to hack silently away, for all the world as though Elli were sucking
them. But she was not even looking at them She sat in the dark and creaked
a song to herself in a voice that sounded like a saw going through a tree,
and like a tree getting ready to rail
"What is plucked will grow again,
What is slain lives on,
What is stolen will remain
What is gone is gone."
"She doesn't look
like much, does she," Rukh asked. "But no hero can stand before her, no god
can wrestle her down, no magic can keep her out--or in, for she's no prisoner
of ours. Even while we exhibit her here, she is walking among you, touching
and taking. For Elli is Old Age."
The cold of the cage reached out
to the unicorn, and wherever it touched her she grew lame and feeble. She
felt herself withering, loosening, felt her beauty leaving her with her breath.
Ugliness swung from her mane, dragged down her head, stripped her tail, gaunted
her body, ate up her coat, and ravaged her mind with remembrance of what
she had once been. Somewhere nearby, the harpy made her low, eager sound,
but the unicorn would gladly have huddled in the shadow of her bronze wings
to hide from this last demon. Elli's song sawed away at her heart.
"What is-sea-born dies on land,
Soft is trod upon.
What is given burns the hand--
What is gone is gone."
The show
was over. The crowd was stealing away, no one alone but in couples and fews
and severals, strangers holding strangers' hands, looking back often to see
if Elli were following. Rukh called plaintively, "Won't the gentlemen wait
to hear the story about the satyr?" and sent a sour yowl of laughter chasing
their slow flight. "Creatures of night, brought to light!" They struggled
through the stiffening air, past the unicorn's cage, and on away, with Rukh's
laughter yapping them home, and Elli still singing.
This is illusion, the unicorn told herself. This is illusion--and somehow
raised a head heavy with death to stare deep into the dark of the last cage
and see, not Old Age, but Mommy Fortuna herself, stretching and snickering
and clambering to the ground with her old eerie ease. And the unicorn knew
then that she had not become mortal and ugly at all, but she did not feel
beautiful again. Perhaps that was illusion too, she thought wearily.
"I enjoyed that," Mommy Fortuna said to Rukh. "I always do. I guess I'm just stagestruck at heart."
"You better check on that damn harpy," Rukh said. "I could feel her working
loose this time. It was like I was a rope holding her, and she was untying
me." He shuddered and lowered his voice "Get rid of her," he said hoarsely.
"Before she scatters us across the sky like bloody clouds She thinks about
it all the time. I can feel her thinking about it."
"Fool, be still!" The witch's own voice was fierce with fear. "I can turn
her into wind if she escapes, or into snow, or into seven notes of music.
But I choose to keep her. No other witch in the world holds a harpy captive,
and none ever will. I would keep her if I could do it only by feeding her
a piece of your liver every day.'"
"Oh, that's nice," Rukh said. He sidled away from her. "What if she only
wanted your liver?" he demanded. "What would you do then?"
"Feed her yours anyway," Mommy Fortuna said. "She wouldn't know the difference. Harpies aren't bright."
Alone in the moonlight, the old woman glided from cage to cage, rattling
locks and prodding her enchantments as a housewife squeezes melons in the
market. When she came to the harpy's cage the monster made a sound as shrill
as a spear, and spread the horrid glory of its wings. For a moment it seemed
to the unicorn that the bars of the cage began to wriggle and run like rain;
but Mommy Fortuna crackled her twiggy fingers and the bars were iron again,
and the harpy sank down on its perch, waiting.
"Not yet," the witch said. "Not yet." They stared at each other with the
same eyes. Mommy Fortuna said, "You're mine. If you kill me, you're mine."
The harpy did not move, but a cloud put out the moon.
"Not yet," Mommy Fortuna said, and she turned toward the unicorn's cage.
"Well," she said in her sweet, smoky voice. "I had you frightened for a little
while, didn't I?" She laughed with a sound like snakes hurrying through mud,
and strolled closer.
"Whatever your friend the magician may say," she went on, "I must have some
small an after all. To trick a unicorn into believing herself old and foul--that
takes a certain skill, I'd say. And is it a two-penny spell that holds the
Dark One prisoner? No other till I-"
The unicorn replied, "Do not boast, old woman. Your death sits in that cage and hears you."
"Yes," Mommy Fortuna said calmly. "But at least I know where it is. You were
out on the road hunting for your own death."' She laughed again. "And I know
where that one is, too. But I spared you the finding of it, and you should
be grateful for that."
Forgetting where she was, the unicorn pressed forward against the bars. They
hurt her, but she did not draw back. "The Red Bull,"' she said. "Where can
I find the Red Bull?
Mommy Fortuna stepped very close to the cage. "The Red Bull of King Haggard,"'
she murmured. "So you know of the Bull."' She showed two of her teeth. "Well,
he'll not have you," she said. "You belong to me"'
The unicorn shook her head. "You know better," she answered gently. "Free
the harpy, while there is time, and set me free as well. Keep your poor shadows,
if you will, but let us go."
The witch's stagnant eyes blazed up so savagely bright that a ragged company
of luna moths, off to a night's revel, fluttered straight into them and sizzled
into snowy ashes. "I'd quit show business first," she snarled. "Trudging
through eternity, hauling my homemade horrors--do you think that was my dream
when I was young and evil? Do you think I chose this meager magic, sprung
of stupidity, because I never knew the true witchery? I play tricks with
dogs and monkeys because I cannot touch the grass, but I know the difference.
And now you ask me to give up the sight of you, the presence of your power.
I told Rukh I'd feed his liver to the harpy if I had to, and so I would.
And to keep you I'd take your friend Schmendrick, and I'd-" She raged herself
to gibberish, and at last to silence.
"Speaking of livers,"' the unicorn said. "Real magic can never be made by
offering up someone else's liver. You must tear out your own, and not expect
to get it back The true witches know that.'
A few grains of sand rustled down Mommy Fortuna's cheek as she stared at
the unicorn. All witches weep like that. She turned and walked swiftly toward
her wagon, but suddenly she turned again and grinned her rubbly grin. "But
I tricked you twice, anyway," she said. "Did you really think that those
gogglers knew you for yourself without any help from me? No, I had to give
you an aspect they could understand, and a horn they could see. These days,
it takes a cheap carnival witch to make folk recognize a real unicorn. You'd
do much better to stay with me and be false, for in this whole world only
the Red Bull will know you when he sees you." She disappeared into her wagon,
and the harpy let the moon come out again.
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